| i dont even know what to say anymore
hmm....
time goes by so fast.
things change so much.
im sleepy.
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| wow! another blog within the same week. i guess im back to xanga..
idk if im completely real with anyone. i dont like it tho. i wish there was atleast one person that i could tell all to. but its scary. cuz of judgments. and i think im someone who cant have a person there all the time cuz i push people away if i think they get to close.
im so ready for shool already. i wouldnt mind starting like right now. maybe cuz it'll take my mind off things. 5 days!
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| i hate when you can't act the same with a person anymore cuz u think they think of you differently. [[or maybe i think too much]] like when you tell them something and then now you're kinda vulnerable to them cuz they know everything. i just dont know how to be like when im around that person. cuz you're trying to impress them even though, they're probably one of the few that knows you best and there is really no point in trying to be someone you arent. so you can't really do anything except try your hardest to be yourself. which isnt bad. but isnt real because you know that you arent yourself anymore...cuz u told them something that maybe you think you shouldve kept to yourself.
hahahah so that didnt make sense. but SUMMER is over[ish]. it was fun!! i loved it. i tried a lot of new things. maybe i kinda regret some things i did. but thats life right? so no i dont regret anything that happened. i just never thought it would turn out this way. but yea i went kinda like not liza-like. but im back to my sane mind. [[hopefully]] but yeaaa it seems like it went faster then normal. i guess i'll feel like that with every summer that comes and passes. i got closer to certain people and learned more of life's lovely lessons. and how sometimes you can't trust the people you think you can. and how fake everyone is. and how sad and depressing this world is sometimes.
ew. imagine if i ended this blog like that. how icky and bleechh...so im not ending it like that. i also wanna say that there are people that ive gotten closer to these last few months and i love them to pieces. they've made my summer a blaaaaasst. im sooo supper excited about this next school year. i dont know why. i just am. =D
anyway...that was a pretty random blog. the end.
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